end of sem
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Tomorrow will be our last day of school! Well, not exactly... But, sort of... One week later I still gotta come back for exams.
And so 'coincidentally', Chinese New Year is during our study week.
HOW TO STUDY?!
Hmm.. quite a bit has happened recently.
We finished all presentations; today was the last one with Edwin Tan for Print, where I stumbled over my words stuttering 'per-per-pes-PERSPECTIVE'. GAH.
Happy Birthday to E-V-E who turns 19 today!
And Happy Belated to Khairiyah whose birthday fell on yesterday :) We hope you like what we gave you.
In fact, it was so pretty Maxine & I were reluctant to let you have it in the end!
The week before, our Team *TOOT* had a slight disagreement... But well, it's good that everything is over and peaceful now. *relief* No hard feelings I hope :)
Late last week I had a mood swing & got depressed, & attempted to break up with my boyfriend not knowing exactly why. Okay I do, but it's too embarrassing to be blogged about. Lest everyone thinks I'm mad.
But i'm not!! And it's... well.. true!
Okay!
I told him: Because the chance of us getting married is very low, therefore, I am currently wasting my time dating you because it isn't gonna work out!
Him: HUH?! Why you think so far?
Me:(feeling slightly sia-suayed) When you date someone, ultimately, you wish to marry them, don't you? If I'm just dating for the sake of dating, knowing it I'm not gonna marry him, well then, I'm wasting my youth, wasting my time, and forgoing my chance of meeting a cuter guy.
*I didn't tell him the last part tho*
Him: But if you don't try how you know?
Me: Because I'm only 19 and I'm years away from getting married. do you really think we're gonna last that long? If only I met you later.. So I should remain single until i'm 20+. *sighs wistfully
Him: (obviously defeated) You don't have faith in me
Anyway, he's right, I don't have faith in him & I think too much and I'm just freaking out because I'm having a mood swing.
The next day I met him I was already perfectly non-depressed, in fact, quite jovial.
And he was very sweet to me, picking me up from my door, buying me a really cute table-cloth skirt, in which my mother nagged looked like a table cloth and that if she bought it she would have slammed her own head on the wall and perished.
I snorted and pointed at him happily as he was the one who bought it!
Anyway, it was Maxine who later enlightened me saying something like:
'Rather than wait till you're of age, and what if you don't find the right person to marry? At least if you stay with Mickey now you still have hope!'
hmm, yes. She got me there.
And I'm terribly broke. =(
Kelly G
5:59 PM
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