I think everyone has a picture of themselves; a definition of themselves. Like, 'I'm the type of person who doesn't buy red lipstick' 'I'm the typical guy next door' 'I'm a health freak' 'I'm a good, model teacher'
I sort of define myself as the 'typical-girl-next-door, who seeks simplicity'
Well, imagine if you didn't have a definition of yourself, you didn't categorize yourself under any type of person.
what would you do?
I think I would buy outrageous clothes I never had the courage to wear, because they aren't simple enough for me.
I would use bright red/fuchsia lipstick because I always thought it was unnatural looking and not suitable for a simple girl next door like me.
I would walk outta the house without any make-up on my face at all because my skin is flawful but I don't care how the world thinks of me.
I take that back!
I have yet to muster the courage to walk outta the house bare-faced. LOL in future yes. .when my skin is good enough to face the world and the mirror without wringing.
I would go ahead and curse loudly because I have always catgorized myself as a polite and goody-two shoed girl.
I would go out and travel the world alone, take a long hike, because I always defined myself as the pampered girl who's got her bf to attend to her and would never venture out of SG alone lest I become anyone's prey, lest I have too much fun.