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For a long while, I thought mood swings only plagued us females.

today, it seems otherwise.

I asked to meet him, and he simply wouldn't.
WHY NOT?

No particular reason.

And so, for the whole day, he just kept saying No particular reason, No why.

It made me quite irritated and of course I 'let my imagination go wild' (in his words).

After say, 8 hours, he finally said, he's just feeling under the weather.

Mickey claims to have mood swings.

it comes as quite a surprise to me, but hey, I'm the queen of mood swings, they are like.. a monthly, sometimes weekly visitor. (Not PMS) Tell me and I would get it and shut up.

But no.. he had to keep denying and all, and finally when he did, he said he did not want to tell me lest i got worried.

GEEEEZ!!

You know what?

W-h-a-t-e-v-e-r

Yes School's a drag.

I am really just rotting away doing nothing.

fortunately, Maxine introduced www.myheritage.com to me!

By uploading pictures of your self, they match you with the data base of celebrities.

& I got matches with Choi Ji-Woo, and several funny people like Elvis Presley. -.-

And Jay Chou! =s

It feels better to come back to school after a day's rest.

Well, okay, so I wasn't exactly sick sick,
But hey, I DID have a cold, altho colds are like everyday events I go thru.

& my back was aching from all that filming.

Mom says I'm just plain lazy.

AM NOT!

Well, at least today was slightly better!

Made some sales and moola...
tho it isn't a lot yet.

Slowly.

faster blog-eve

EVE-IS-DUMB.

i dont belong to the same family as keith.-eve-.-

okay off to lunch & The Adrian Pang show!!!!!!!

I like him! :)

Today was, as I expected, extremely exhausting.

I came home feeling extremely tired and lethargic; quite depressed due to various reasons.

I stuffed almond chocolates in my mouth on my way home in the train hoping the chocolate would cheer me up.

Failed.

Later at Causeway Point Body Shop was having a sale.

Slightly encouraged, I forced myself into the crowd and purchased a small perfume oil in PassionFlower.

My favourite scents of all time, the sweet sacchrine floral aroma fills my soul with, I don't know exactly what, but I know it makes me feel happy.

At least in a tiny bit. It calms my harried soul. It makes me feel loved, by the tiny floral printed bottle of Passion Flower fragrance.

That pretty bottle of perfume envelopes me in love, though I don't necessarily have to be in love.

I guess in some point of my life, Passion Flower was somehow related to much love and happiness.

Despite what a lovely aroma it gives off, Lancome's So Magic! makes me melancholic, well, I remember buying So Magic! during one of the lowest points of my life.

That really explains it.

So yeah, our sense of smell is really sharp and it actually has a 'memory'!

I walked home soon after, sniffing the dab of oil at my wrist greedily as soon as i felt my heart sink deeper.

I had my fortune told by Mee Mum with her tarot cards. I like how she secured her bundle of cards with a pretty satin ribbon!

Well, it didn't seem too good.

I remember her saying that I will be forced give up an important relationship, which will have a great impact on me. However, this will be a blessing in disguise; other aspects of my life will improve without this relationship.

I don't know how accurate it was really.

For one, I was pretty much bushed after filming, not concentrating well and Mee Mum said her cards could be 'tired'.

Possibly!

Take it with a pinch of salt really.

Taking it too seriously will have unwanted effects, I find.

Anyhow, today was a bad day really.

I go home and see mickey online. I msg him and he doesn't give any response, until about 20 mins.

And I know he must be glued to his TV screen, since this has been occuring very regularly.

Indeed he is.

It irks me.

As I am bloggin now, he still hasn't replied my last msg which was 10 mins ago.

oh he replied. With one line, in reply to 5 sentences I typed. Wow.

& I just typed some profanities at him. For like the first time in 2 years?

Seems like millions of years ago when I used vulgarities. I'm a little startled.

I know i'm bloody overeacting!! But I can't stop it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*SCREAMS*

ALSO! HE PUT MY DARLING SWATCH RHINE STONES STUDDED WATCH INTO HIS JEANS POCKET WHICH WENT TO HIS WASHING MACHINE TO BE WASHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE SUBJECTED MY PRECIOUS WATCH TO GRINDING, SOAKING IN WATER AND DETERGENT, AND WRINGING! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWDD!

I'VE NEVER EVEN DROPPED MY WATCH!

I'M SERIOUSLY HOPPING MAD.

I know he forgot.
Still.

Am I mean?
Oh man. I need an MC tmr.

I'm to grouchy to to go school.

=s

TEP.

HAAALP!!!!

It's quite... exhausting. Mentally. I find it mentally exhausting because my mind is that empty, it's really tough.

doing absolutely nothing all day.

Well, at least tmr we will be filming, so instead of getting so bored I get tired, I will be tired from running around filming.

Honestly, i kinda dread filming. I can't handle all that technical stuffs and running all over simply makes me even more tired.

Plus I'd be clad in my sandals, not flip flops.

I bet my shoes are gonna get spoilt.

TIRED
TIRED
TIRED

At least there's shopping to look forward to.

no wait... something tells me they're gonna be so bushed from filming nobody wants to shop.

damn.

I was going through my 'Favourites' tab and wondering if I had really that many favourites.

There was something about some zoo... some thigh slimming exercise, which I remember..

Then i saw www.asdsingapore.com

Do have a look btw.

I did look thru the site, and saw a lot of dogs, (it's after all Action for Singapore Dogs).

I fell in love with a couple of them, and was dying to adopt them.

I showed their picture to mom and dad; Daddy was pretty interested and he always was.

Mom retorted, 'Where are you gonna keep the dog? Under your bed!?'

=(

Well, I may adopt one. In a million years.

Meanwhile I can only look to Mickey who has a better chance of adopting than I do.

I just talked to him, he doesn't sound so excited either.. so. Never mind.

Seriously though, it breaks my heart to see so many dogs being abandoned, and most of them have a painful history.

Most of them were just found loitering somewhere, with infections, injuries, and so much more.

Some owners tried to breed them to their deaths, others just dumped them after Fido grew old and sick.

Totally irresponsible.

Sure they're dogs, but they do, feel love and happiness.

They too, like little children will feel lost if their owner left them behind.

I guess, it's equivalent to us getting dumped by a sweetheart.

'They brought me to the park.
... and left without me.'

That hurts!!

I wish I could do something to help these dogs.

Maybe I'll sign up as a volunteer!! :)

I was going through my 'Favourites' tab and wondering if I had really that many favourites.

There was something about some zoo... some thigh slimming exercise, which I remember..

Then i saw www.asdsingapore.com

Do have a look btw.

I did look thru the site, and saw a lot of dogs, (it's after all Action for Singapore Dogs).

I fell in love with a couple of them, and was dying to adopt them.

I showed their picture to mom and dad; Daddy was pretty interested and he always was.

Mom retorted, 'Where are you gonna keep the dog? Under your bed!?'

=(

Well, I may adopt one. In a million years.

Meanwhile I can only look to Mickey who has a better chance of adopting than I do.

I just talked to him, he doesn't sound so excited either.. so. Never mind.

Seriously though, it breaks my heart to see so many dogs being abandoned, and most of them have a painful history.

Most of them were just found loitering somewhere, with infections, injuries, and so much more.

Some owners tried to breed them to their deaths, others just dumped them after Fido grew old and sick.

Totally irresponsible.

Sure they're dogs, but they do, feel love and happiness.

They too, like little children will feel lost if their owner left them behind.

I guess, it's equivalent to us getting dumped by a sweetheart.

'They brought me to the park.
... and left without me.'

That hurts!!

I wish I could do something to help these dogs.

Maybe I'll sign up as a volunteer!! :)

I was going through my 'Favourites' tab and wondering if I had really that many favourites.

There was something about some zoo... some thigh slimming exercise, which I remember..

Then i saw www.asdsingapore.com

Do have a look btw.

I did look thru the site, and saw a lot of dogs, (it's after all Action for Singapore Dogs).

I fell in love with a couple of them, and was dying to adopt them.

I showed their picture to mom and dad; Daddy was pretty interested and he always was.

Mom retorted, 'Where are you gonna keep the dog? Under your bed!?'

=(

Well, I may adopt one. In a million years.

Meanwhile I can only look to Mickey who has a better chance of adopting than I do.

I just talked to him, he doesn't sound so excited either.. so. Never mind.

Seriously though, it breaks my heart to see so many dogs being abandoned, and most of them have a painful history.

Most of them were just found loitering somewhere, with infections, injuries, and so much more.

Some owners tried to breed them to their deaths, others just dumped them after Fido grew old and sick.

Totally irresponsible.

Sure they're dogs, but they do, feel love and happiness.

They too, like little children will feel lost if their owner left them behind.

I guess, it's equivalent to us getting dumped by a sweetheart.

'They brought me to the park.
... and left without me.'

That hurts!!

I wish I could do something to help these dogs.

Maybe I'll sign up as a volunteer!! :)

Have you heard the new remix of my all time favourite artiste Michael Jackson's Human Nature? It's a remix done by SWV.

Aw, but knowing my audience, who are non MJ fans... you probably have no idea what's Human Nature.

Of course I'd have to tell you, my dear friend, because I'd be disappointing Michael and doing him a misdeed if I did not preach to you all.

Human Nature is a smooth and very soothing song by charming Michael in his relatively early days, before he started to be rumoured to be doing gooky stuffs and looking gooky.

Anyway this unknown band, SWV did a remix and it sounds fabulous.

Listening to his young smooth, charming voice makes my heart melt like no one ever could,(now, now, don't get jealous) and also makes me extremely chagrined, remembering what a unpleasantly surprising change transformed him into.

Two of my personal favourites of the Michael of yesterday.

Sure in reality, Michael looks like an entirely different person, but I choose to keep him in his glory of his youth and fame.

He still makes me swoon and my heart skip a beat when he belts out his tunes on video. (woooohooooooo)

Well, of course, I'm not permanently stuck in the times of Elvis, and Bruce Lee( I acquired TWO Brucey posters recently!!!! *WAAAAAAA TAAAAA!) , and all the other oldies.

In fact, I'm pretty up to date with the recent hits, thanks to Mickey who listens to only the latest songs.... and also for the fact that I'm working in an office and I need some radio...

I listened to Class 95 and 987 FM(GASP!)!!!!

So yeah, I'm listening to
Shakira- Hips don't Lie
Jason Mraz- Geek in the Pink

and the likes.

Oh come on, admit you're proud of retro me!!! I'm no longer trapped in the 'ah-go-go' era!!! =D yay!

I placed my blog title as ???

Because I have no idea what I am about to write about.

But I did realise that I haven't been blogging recently after reading everyone's blog.

And I think it's Ms Ang whom I met today who has been blogging the most since.. uh... the last post i read was the... one abt... our results! No wait, I think it's a tie between the lovestruck Syaz (that I met today too) and Ms Ang!

Anyway they came to say hi and check out the flea market out at Expo. And, Argh, i only bought one earring, which is such a letdown. =s

'ONLY ONE ITEM???!!!' , which btw, I grabbed when everyone was about to close their stalls

I hollered into Mickey's ear
'but it feels like I let myself down by missing all the great bargains!' *pouts*

Patting me on my shoulder,

He assures me he'll take me shopping next week in town when he gets his pay!

oh and the flea market was... pretty BAD.

First it was so humid and hot that when our hands brushed past each other, it would get stuck for a moment or so!

Then it started to rain!!! And the flea master(as he calls himself, and us FLEAS) announced
'Hey fleas!! Yes there is a slight drizzle now, but do not panic and stay calm. If it gets heavy you may move your stalls indoors. If not, well then let's paaartaay!'

'Siao ar!' Mickey sort of waves his hand in the air in distaste.

and it gets heavier, and heavier.... and it freaking pours.

Poor Syaz and Max & her bf are kinda stranded in that terrible place. It makes me feel kinda bad for asking them to come.

Thanks & sorry for popping by! LOL

Anyway we rush to bring our racks indoors, and in the process, Mickey, who seems very high strung and accident-prone lately cuts his feet. And boy, it's a HUGE cut! It bleeds instantly and I wringe at the sight.

This was in addition to the cut on his middle finger which was derived from cutting some signboard at camp!!

=s plus bonus bonus he wakes up this morning with a sharp pain at his spine which freaks me out.

oh btw, I realised that Vendetta is not a mere name, it actually means revenge, vindictative.

and yes, it's a wonderfully drawing movie, I was quite allured by V's english charm and wit. I love his accent and his voice which is smooth and sexy.

I never knew how he looked like and was dying for Evey to remove his mask at his deathbed,
which was strewn with red extinct roses.

VEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

so excited to finally see ya all tmr!! :)