"Today I will plan what I'd do if I had 3 months to live"
I'm currently reading a book titled 'Today I Will...' that's to enlighten one's life and cast the light upon it.
I'm just feeling slack today.
Like 1/3 of the class is on leave today.
The day started off pretty well though, I found an extra 10 bucks in my wallet!
Of course, it didn't just find its place inside my wallet in a snap.
Once again, it was Mickey's work of love!
Okay, I just made Mickey pissed by making a really, um, mean comment.
Not exactly directed at him, but still at him.
I made fun of his nationality =s
I called him a 'lian pang ren'. It's a.... offensive name for Malaysians.
Okay, seriously, I should get rid of this evil habit of mine.
I will not try to defend myself and insist that I am right to be a rascist.
Because his entire family is from Malaysia.
I'll shut up alr.
Anyway, back to the so inspiring book,
"Today I will plan what I'd do if I had 3 months to live"
Assuming that I am still the way I am, meaning age 19, student, at the point of time of discovery,
I'd stop going to school. Hmm, would I?
Maybe not, but I'd take lots of leave, ah-ha, since I can take ten thousand medical certificates and no one would say a thing.
Why do I study anyway? My ultimate purpose derived from studying would be to support myself financially, steadily, abundantly.
If not for that, I'd be 'resting' away.
Guess I would be study, and finish up what I was doing at school before I leave. At least I'd have a sense of accomplishment before my death.
Estimating that I would still have 2 months to go, I'd go to Venice with Mickey for a week, travel to some European islands for 2 more weeks and live every moment I'd be left with. Savour it.
I'm living now, I'm alive, but I'm not really LIVING every moment. Many times, I'm just wasting my time doing things that would hardly cross my mind when death is drawing near. A perfect example would be- blogging! As I am right now.
Blogging isn't exactly beneficiary, but at least, well, it's supposed to um, ah, whats-zat-word? Darn I forgot, it sort of means comforting.
Oh. yes. Therapeutic. =)
AAAAh, I feel at peace now.
HA
Next, I'd learn to cook for my family and mickey, so they'd be able to taste my culinary efforts!
