I forgot how young I was.
Sunday, September 06, 2009
Met up with Eve, Syaz and Alex to catch the Thai Bazaar.. we had beef soup, phad thai and mango sticky rice. It was really warm in there, but I really liked it. I forgot how it felt like to be 22, to meet my friends and laugh at goofy jokes. I forgot how it felt like to share food with people you love and just enjoy the company.
We walked to Far East Plaza after the fair while Alex had pontian noodles at graffiti cafe and we shared shaved ice! Surrounding us were many young people.. and gazing at them made me feel very old, but looking closely, I was in fact, pretty much the same age as them, just 1 or 2 years older. And it suddenly dawned on me that I was indeed young, even though my heart felt at least 10 years older. I just feel older than I am... and I forgot what it was like to enjoy my youth.
I forgot the joy of having a life out of the office.
These days... mondays to fridays I'm at work from 9 to 9. What other life can possibly exist?
Scribbling on the tables at graffiti cafe made me miss secondary school where everyone wrote crap on their desks...
and i wrote... Michael Jackson Lives Forever.
KEL EVE ALEX SYAZ.
my youth is fleeing.Labels: life, youth
Kelly G
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